5 February 2009, Thursday

Im on mc today. Throat hurts, ulcers hurt, headache, body weak...

Well, but i accompany Joanna to Expo for the mega Nike Sales. Help mammy to buy a pair of shoes. At the end when i show it to her, she already had a same one. haaahaaa.. Well, since its running low on stocks, can just keep it lor..

Mammy told me some things made me feel really disappointed and to a certain extend pissed. 

Baby... We know things are tough for you over there alone, but you have to be stronger than you already are. We have already discussed wat we have to tok abt. Mayb next time, you just tell me your interim plans and leave your family out of it since they always jump. Just tell them the ending. 

Hai, i dunnow wat to say, just still alil affected. Muack!

4 February 2009, Wednesday

My 1st RPM without you. It was ok, woke up at the same time, just that left 1/2 hour earlier. 

Seeing you alil uncomfortable and still searching for a place to stay worries me. At times, you seem so unstable. Like you cant survive there on your own. 

You have to be strong baby. Remember, there is no point telling you that I will wait for you n you promising things that are so far away. We had our plans, so dun lose your way just becoz you are desperate and uncomfortable. Stay focus. YOu are there to study, make friends and have fun. Once you have real friends, things will be easier. :)

You know you can, keep your mind open. I love you.

3 February 2009, Tuesday

Its not that bad where i thot we will lose contact or sth.. We actually can chat on facebook while im at work n while you are free :)

Today, you thot me that you met more friends and that you wanna move from the hostel to share a room with someone..

Honestly, i do not fancy the idea coz although cheaper, you dun have much privacy n security... But as long as you are ok, then well.. :)

YOu silly boy, show your new friends my pic.. haahaa.. Muack! I love you baby.. Just come home safe, whether you still want me or not doesnt matter.. :)

2 February 2009, Monday

You arrived this morning at 8am Spore time :)

We spoke online when i was in the office. Good to know that you are safe n sound and have found accommodation. YOu are still alittle negative about being there alone, but thats only normal. Once you have friends and school, lots of assignment and dateline to rush, you will be ok :)

I rush back from work to Skype you before I went for my stupid DnD. 

So glad that we have technology so we can still see each other :) Muack!! 

I miss you, but you must enjoy yourself there while thinking of us :) 

Love you oh..

1 February 2009, Sunday

You flew tonight...

Thank you for asking me over last nite. We really spent time together and enjoyed each other's company. 

Thank you for your wonderful surprise. Im so shocked but overjoyed that you drove down just to see me :) 

Thank you for crying with me, it hurts me to see that but it assured me that im not feeling what im feeling alone.

I love you Baby.. Please take good care of yourself, I will be ok. You will enjoy yourself once you have adapted to your new environment, just remember one very thing: It is ok to be happy and enjoying yourself in watever you do there becoz your dad have paid for it and you deserved it. :)

Enjoy yourself :)

14 January 2009, Wednesday

You are still not really well from your slight cough, sore throat and running nose. Still being a very supporting darlin, you came for my RPM class :) Thank you!! 

I've got a stupid event tonight so we couldnt meet after that. :(

But like you say, we will be spending three nights together :) Muack!!

13 January 2009, Tuesday

Sneak into your hse so that you can attend me RPM next morning and you dun have to pick me up from my place. 

Well took the chance to pack my clothes over as well coz im staying over this weekend from Thursday to Saturday :)

Heehee.. :)